Letter of resignation by a leading office-bearer in the Sathya Sai Organization plus letter from Duncan Roads, editor 'Nexus magazine'
From:  "Lori Kaplowitz" 
  Date: Wed, 8 Nov 2000 12:54:25 -0500
  To: "Glen Meloy" 
  Subject: The original email
This is the email that 
started it all....I wrote this after deep contemplation and a need to get it out 
of my system and try to reach some people. Thankfully, due to this email there 
are six people currently investigating and asking me questions. Many others that 
were vicious and then many others that were quiet. This email was sent out to 
total of 230 people, mostly NE sb devotees.
Sent: Monday, October 23, 2000 10:49 PM
Subject: How do you reach someone's heart?
Dear Friends,
I am writing this e-mail after much contemplation. As many of you know as of 
this writing I have resigned from the sai organization and no longer consider 
sai baba my teacher. I made this decision based on information I found out 
regarding improper behaviour that sai baba is engaged in. The reason I have 
chosen to write to you at this time is because I can no longer be silent and 
participate in the level of suppression that has been going on within the sai 
baba org. 
You are good caring people, dig down into your hearts and souls and bypass your 
ego. It is especially important for those of you who are therapists and teachers. 
People that are responsible for recognizing and reporting problems when children 
cry out for help. Why have you turned a deaf ear and a blind eye to this 
situation? For those of you who do not know what is going on, I beseech you to 
find out by either reading the e-mail included below, contacting people that 
have left the org and investigating websites. [Attached to the bottom of this 
message is an unbiased letter from the editor of the Nexus magazine. Duncan's 
email address, phone number and mailing address are included as well. Please 
feel free to contact him if you have any questions.]
I would like to ask you to consider the following questions. Doesn't it mean 
anything that centers around the world have been closed? That major public sai 
baba officials have resigned? I also would like to ask how it is that so many 
people, from so many countries are saying the same thing? That so many men, not 
women, have committed suicide?? Did you know that the UNESCO conference, that 
was supposed to be sponsored in Parthi, was canceled due to these rumors as well 
and the sai baba org. is not reporting the facts? Doesn't it mean something that 
UNESCO has posted its concern and disassociation with the sai baba org.? Did you 
know that the new EHV school slated to open in September in Hartford, CT has 
shut down? Isn't it interesting that the FBI and other International orgs. are 
investigating sai baba? Most of all isn't it interesting that an organization 
that allegedly supports the principle of Help Ever, Hurt Never is basically 
being selfish? 
The saddest thing of all is that the party line reads "think about your own 
experience, don't listen to this garbage because it will weaken your faith". 
After much contemplation I realized how hypocritical this is especially if you 
are to follow sb' s teachings of "love all, serve all". How can you love and 
serve somebody else, especially the children if you are not at least researching 
and asking the questions. How can you continue to bury your head in the sand, 
give over your personal power, because you are too afraid to rock your world. 
What about these children? What if any of this is true, even a little bit?? What 
about the children? 
With love,
Lori K.
LETTER FROM THE EDITOR OF NEXUS MAGAZINE
  
   Dear List,
  
Since my email has been forwarded to so many others, maybe I should clarify my 
  position.
  
  1)  I have been involved in promoting 'new age' and 'alternative' viewpoints 
  since my teens, during the '70s.  I have run and organised many conferences, 
  lecture tours, expos etc all promoting self awareness, natural health and 
caring from nature.
  2)  I was made aware of Sai Baba in the late seventies.  I know many people 
  who have experienced miracles in their personal lives that they attribute to 
  Sai Baba.
  3)  I also know many Muslims, Christians and Hindus who have experienced 
  similar miracles in their lives, which THEY attribute to their respective 
  figureheads.
  4)  Whilst a believer in Sai Baba's miracles and teachings, I chose NOT to 
  become a follower.  I perceived that the miracles were as much a creation of 
  the believer as of the teacher.  I chose to explore the path of 'creating our 
  own reality'.
  5)  I had heard the many rumours about Sai Baba's sexual impropriety over the 
  years, and like many, dismissed them as disgruntled devotees.  Later on, I 
  actually took those attacks as 'evidence' that Sai Baba was growing in 
  influence, and that this was the 'system' attacking him.
  6)  Unlike Sai Baba believers, I have an open mind, one which allows me to 
  read and listen to things that Sai Baba believers refuse even to allow into 
  their consciousness.  I read some of the more recent testimonies, and decided 
  to investigate for once and for all to put an end to the rumours.
  7)  I ended up speaking to many victims, parents of victims, former Sai Baba 
  centre 'leaders' and some respected 'figureheads' from the movement.  All 
  confirmed the same pattern of abuse and sexual misconduct.
  8)  I did not want to believe any of these testimonies, but I also had to be 
  true to what I was uncovering.  Sai Baba is, and has, been involved in sexual 
  misconduct with boys and young men.  The effects of this misconduct has caused 
  unestimatable damage within many many families, including suicides.
    
    I only investigated the allegations of sexual misconduct.  I notice there are 
  also many who claim the miracles are faked, there are many allegations of 
  financial fraud, and there are many dead people who were supposedly 'healed' 
  by Sai Baba or his vibuti.
  In retrospect it would be easy to point the finger and say how evil and 
  deceptive Sai Baba truly is.  But in fairness, he would be a nobody if people 
  did not give him their respect, money, and above all - personal power.
    
    I look forward to an age where people respect and love themselves enough to be 
  able to truly respect and love others.  People who feel GENUINE love, joy and 
  happiness in their lives do NOT follow the path of others-they ARE their own 
  path in its making.  
    
    Shame on Sai Baba!  Shame on the parasites that feed off his empire!  Shame on 
  the 'Centre Leaders' who knowingly turn a blind eye to the reports they have 
  received of sexual impropriety!  Shame on the followers who are so insecure in 
  themselves that they cannot open their ears to hear the cries their brothers 
  and sisters!  Shame on the sycophants who in their blind belief help 
  perpetuate the suffering, injustice and deception that surrounds Sai Baba.
    
  Above all, shame on those who dismiss the cries of pain from their brothers 
  without investigation!
    
  Duncan
  Duncan M. Roads
  Editor, NEXUS Magazine
  PO Box 30, Mapleton Qld 4560 Australia
  Tel: +61 (0)7 5442 9280;   Fax:  +61 (0)7 5442 9381
  http://www.nexusmagazine.com      ICQ#62399259
  
"The nature of the universe is such that ends can never justify the means.
On the contrary, the means always determine the end."
  (Aldous Huxley)
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